At a Soul Level we all have contracts with the people in our lives. We are part of a soul group and we have agreed to learn our lessons with each other. One of those lessons may very well be about going through an abortion, where you have a contract with the soul of the baby to go through this experience. Of course at a human level there will be a lot of emotions and feelings attached to this experience.
It may very well be that you come to
this conclusion organically through the process of healing your grief over
having an abortion. Or it may be that this was the approach you took all along.
But whatever way you come to this viewpoint, it in someway explains another
approach to understanding why you chose to have an abortion. This is not a
cop-out viewpoint. Far from it. No one willingly wants to have an abortion, it
the solution to one problem but it very often causes a whole host of other problems.
Inherently it's in our biological nature as women to want to procreate, but emotionally and physically it may not always be the best outcome. We have more choices than ever before as women and one path of recovery is understanding what is going on at a deeper level so that our lives aren't wracked with guilt and self punishment. For whatever reason that you and this soul decided before this lifetime that you were to have an abortion, the outcome was to be this other soul not being born to you at this time. It may be that you decided between lives that abortion was the outcome, or it may be that the other soul had free will and decided to not be born at this time.
But just know that it wasn't just a random act that has caused you to feel a victim of circumstance.
I had an abortion many years ago and have not regretted it EVER. I went to the doctor with a mysterious illness that had no normal pregnancy symptoms but turned out to be a six-week pregnancy. I felt very bad and my face, feet and body swelled all over similar to an allergic reaction I once had to shellfish. No morning sickness and no localized abdominal swelling. My metaphysical mentor said that I had a soul dogging me and it was so determined to be born that it had made an attempt once before which ended in a miscarriage. I don't know if this was any kind of a soul contract or just a hanger on, but I've had no emotional conflict whatsover over the abortion. I wanted that thing out of my body ASAP. After the doctor completed the abortion, which by the way was no picnic, he said that there was a large blood clot in my uterus along with the zygote, fetus, whatever it was and that there was no way that I could have carried it to term. I was very sick, yet I had to wait two weeks for the abortion, and I was getting sicker by the day. If abortion had been illegal, I probably would have died.
ReplyDeleteI had 'procedures' (that's what I refer to abortions as) when I was younger.. I went to Vegas and my skin had an allergic reaction (pink skin and hives on face and chest) while I was out there.. I figured it was the dry air.. then realized I was pregnant when I got home.. wonder if it was the soul thing you referred to. Although I did have my child.. i went with my gut instinct.. literally lol
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